I feel as though i am falling

I feel as though i am falling;
Falling through the deep, dark hole of love
Yet no one will know,
I hide it as long as I live

There are no boundaries
to limit the way I feel.
We joke around, and love,
but we love only as friends

I keep my admiration hidden,
for the fear of attracting laughs.
I know you love me back,
I just can't show my feelings

Trapped in a place,
where secrets stay hidden.
My only secret is the one
where I love you

I can't contain my feelings,
bottling them up,
and lining them on my shelf.
I need to let them free

But that being the cause
of my anonymous poetry,
it is dedicated to you,
And you know who you are

I need to scream it.
I am telling the strangers.
I know they will not understand,
They do not know me

But my age,
my learning,
and my friends,
are all unknown to the outside

Therefor I tell you about him:
He has chestnut hair,
and clear blue eyes.
I just can't stop staring

He makes people laugh,
And knows just what to say.
I love to be around him.
I feel as though I am falling

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